Jumbled Up Mass of Personal Shit
I haven't been around much lately, I'm certain all 3 of you out there have been struggling with the disappointment and for that I apologize.
When family shit raises it's ugly head I find it difficult to focus or even consider the light hearted fair I usually serve up here at The Treehouse. I've thought about writing of my dysfunctional past, if only to find a place to pour out my frustrations and maybe receive some feedback that I'm 'Doing the right thing' but I've never been much of a subscriber to the 'Poor Me' blogs, which serve up heaping steaming piles of emotional angst.
So, I'll pound a few more pillows, cry a few more tears, continue to control my emotions through constructive means like exercise and critical thinking, instead of stuffing my face full of a pint of Ben & Jerry's finest. Then before I know it, I'll have a nice thick scab over this festering wound which every now and again get's torn open.
When family shit raises it's ugly head I find it difficult to focus or even consider the light hearted fair I usually serve up here at The Treehouse. I've thought about writing of my dysfunctional past, if only to find a place to pour out my frustrations and maybe receive some feedback that I'm 'Doing the right thing' but I've never been much of a subscriber to the 'Poor Me' blogs, which serve up heaping steaming piles of emotional angst.
So, I'll pound a few more pillows, cry a few more tears, continue to control my emotions through constructive means like exercise and critical thinking, instead of stuffing my face full of a pint of Ben & Jerry's finest. Then before I know it, I'll have a nice thick scab over this festering wound which every now and again get's torn open.
Labels: Angst
3 Comments:
I hear you! I don't really "blaaahhhhggg" all over my blog either - a bottle of red wine usually does the trick. ;-)
Hope you're feeling less angsty soon!
No sympathetic bs here. Just do what you need to do for you. Take your time.
(Plus a nice margarita helps here and there!)
big hugs. sorry to hear there's been an ugly rearing of nastiness lately.
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